'In God We Trust, Our Faith Shall Last...'


I no longer cry unnecessrily.
I no longer argue with my Mum.
I no longer fight with my brother.
I no longer need to rely so much on anybody.
I no longer find reasons to skip church.
I no longer get angry easily.
I no longer am pessimistic about life.
I no longer lock myself up in my own world.
I no longer hug myself to hold myself together.
Most importantly, I no longer blame about my past.


In fact, I embrace my past.
I embrace my present.
I embrace my future. (Well, maybe not that much.)


And seriously, sincerely, thankfully and all other words i can think of using, I really want to thank God for all of these.


I don't know since when, I start to be relying on God so much.
I love reading his creation.
I love talking to Him.
I love the way He caress me in my dreams.
I love the way He has planned my life to be.
I love the lovely friends He has sent to help me.
I love the way He puts music in my head during the good times and the bad.
I love that He puts me in his good works.
I love to serve Him.
I love the talents and abilities He has given me.
I love the fact that I can use them.


With Him, the deepest valleys become mountains.
With Him, the dark will come in light.
With Him, the evil becomes the good.
With Him, the sorrow becomes the joy.
With Him, the pain becomes the gentle touch.
With Him, the impossible becomes the possible.
With, Him, all things are great.


In short, I love Him. I really do.


Side note: Guys, I just checked out, the tickets to my Church's Easter Musical is FREE!!! 2nd and 3rd april (either day is fine), 7.30 pm. Grace Assembly of God (Grace 2), Bukit batok West, opposite this golf area, beside block 334. Please join if possible,k? Haha! (Ugh! Desperate me!) Thanks a million!

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Hi everyone. I'm back now! Transformes with renewed strength! Life's really busy and when I'm not busy, I'm lazy to go online. And yes, let me tell you, even pressing one button to on the computer is a chore to me! That's why I'm so 'backward' and my jc friends are practically calling me MSNoob! Haha! :)

Well, I would just like to share one verse that inspires me these days.
1 Timothy 4:12 Don't let anybody look down on you because you are young. But be an example for believers. Worship in spirit, in truth, in love and in purity.

Haha! It's supposed to be a memory verse for my church's children church service. I hope t's right :P Haha! I'm really really involved in church stuffs now.

BTW!!! You guys gotta come watch me in my church musical,k? It's actually an Easter Musical. Please come support me if you're free :) Haha! I'm kinda playing the lead so I'm really nervous! Haha! Spread the news,k? Guys? Thanks a mil! It'll be 2nd and 3rd of april 2010 so you can choose either day to come. It'll be 7.30pm at bukit batok. The church beside block 334, opposite come huge golf place or something. Not sure. But will confirm again! Thanks! :)


Love, YY

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hello! Seeing so many ppl has changed their blogs,i oso wanna change! But i guess i'll just stick to the old and ever ancient and neverchanging aunty molly!:)

Haha! lots to talk but cut it short.

I've got a rllylame post in choir: treasurer. Haha...kinda happy rejecting he chair and vice-chair posts. Afterall, been in the chairperson post for like 3 yrs in sec sch? Yup! 3 yrs...fun experience but i dun wanna lose out in my studies. JC leh! Btr don't play play..Haha! Now in charmy's house with her bro, dad,mum and her cousin, Cherlyn. She used to be in phs if u know, if u know her. She might be your senior! :) When i saw her, kinda brought sme sad memories. But i'm ok! Move on,yy! :) We'll be great friends! Yea!

I've been wanting to catch up with alot of friends. But I'm just afraid to ask la, scared will kena rejected cos of them studying or other reasons. Haha!

Tmr gonna hav 2 bbqs!Can u believe it? Hai! Not rlly looking forward toit tho...

Hai, rlly miss some ppl...

Haha! Red's my favoutite colour now! I've realised! It gives me that kinda energetic yet calming, havock yet demure,painful yet artistic kinda feel. It brings back sad and happy memories too! :)Haha! Random!


"Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game"

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hi guys! it's after 'o's and i got back my results and it was rlly rlly very lousy. And it made me feel like such a loser. Well, i got a 14. Then minus 4, will be a 10. Our sch, on whole din do very well either. our top 5 was alrdy ranging from 9 to 11. tht's crazily lousy. the percentage of 5As and above? Last yr was a good 15% or so. And guess wat this year. 3.5%? That's ridiculous. Man! Ny hcl killed me. think it's cos of my compo. not only did i not finish, but it's also out of pt! But weirdly, tho i dint finish my ss paper, my humans did a not bad job! it's one of my btr subjects. :) Ha! And weirdly, my AM was btr than my EM! hich is sposed to be the other way round. But it was probably bcos i was rushing. Cos i woke up rlly late and got to sch at like 7.58 when the paper starts at 8am! Lucky Charmaine called! If not, I'll be slping forever!

okok! o lvls over! must start new life le! :) Got into SAJChorale. ok la, not bad. Sme hw, the culture is all rlly different, find it a little hard to understand their 'lingo' and lifestyle. Seen Sisca and her friends and is it elias or jacob? Cnt rmb! Just Sisca's friends. They seem to rlly fit into the sch in like a snap! tht fast. Smetimes, i feel maybe i suld rlly go nanyang or fight for AJC instead. Think I'd feel more comfortable there. The ppl there are my type of ppl, like HIHS ppl. U noe, neighbourhood sch students. Having a rlly hard time la,rlly. Nbdy's rlly there for me lor. I'm all alone. Zero. Nobody. No friends. Nth. Well, at least still got Rachel there but ya, hw often can we meet? We're in dif levels. hope i'll make new friends there. of course, i'll wonder,will i ever make new friends since they're all fr PHS, CHIJ. All these schs r rlly different lor. A while ago, i thot hey, dif culture n evrything? It's ok! As long as 2 hearts are together,it's unbreakable. But ya, rlly it does matters alot. Thru the happy but yet painful experience last yr,yea,I've learnt. Learnt a lesson.

But i'll pray. I'll pray and pray.

Went to SA tdy too for choir prac. Started out running. The conductor wants us to like correct our breathing or sth. Then practised the SYF set piece. Then you just go 'loo' and 'dang ge dang ge dang ge.....'all the way, with all the voice straining high notes. I lost my voice after the first practise cos dint sing for rlly long, then you stetch it suddenly? It's like a rubber band....SNAP!!! Gone! aha! And their warm-ups? Rlly rlly weird. They'll ask you stretch here stretch dere, stretch evrywhere for like a half an hour and then BOOM!!! ONLY ROUGHLY 15 MINS VOCAL WARM-UP!!!Then they ask,' all warmed up?' I was like 'huh?'! No! not yet! Not even close to warmed-up! But of course, they continued with secs. Wah! Tell you man! We gotta sing in sofiage os sofage or sophage! Aiya! not sure.It means to sing in do re mi,tht kind! Back in sec sch, we just hold hands and sing' lalala' happily!(Learn fr Ms. Yee one!Hehe!) it got so hard, plus u gotta kp singing high notes the whole time! I went back home.'Mummy~!' She can barely here me! And my bro said i sounded like Ah Do! Man! Cool huh? hehe! Oh ya! tdy? We finally met the conductor! FINALLY! AFTER SO MANY PRACTICES!!!Well, he came in, then dunnoe why, for sme reasons, he turned ard, looked at me, and then smile and smile and smile and then it became so weird, i looked down at my score, continue singing. Ha! Maybe i sensitive la!Well, aft tht, he seemed quite nice to me le! He corrected my singing method! MUST LIFT UP SOFT
PALATE!!! Yea!

Ha! Tht's abt it lor. My life's now like tht. nth more. nth less. i miss ms.yee, i miss choir, i miss charmy, sharon, ke hui, jasper,nicky,eugene, idiot(Edmund!haha!)! Basically my study grp la!:) Man! We're all spread evrywhere! In TP,in MJC, in YJC, in RP and still got me la! SAJC!:( Rlly sad! :( Kinda regretted oso. Kinda wanna go nanyang of MJC now. :(

I Forgot!Haha! Belated CNY!!! :)All the best for everything you do, friends! :)



Duck and pig no longer exist. but yet there're still so many things and feelings i want to say to the non-existing duck.bt it's all too late. too late. but yet i desire a strong frenship, like best friends with duck. but sme hw, there's no longer a chance. not even a chance given.(Rlly hope he sees this.)

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I know guys! I hvn been updating! I'm so sry for 'daoing' u guys! But I've got prelims! Will have time de! So sry! Love you all! Keep visiting,ppl! :) Hehehe...

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Crap! Hols hmewock hvn finish la! I'm so stressed up abt it! I still have physics, social studies and my CHINESE!!!! Argh! I definitely cnt finish physics! It's impossible! Ther're like soooo many structured qns with like a gazillion parts! Plus, you think MCQ very easy arh? No! I tell you! Have to calcul;ate here, calculate there, flip the txtbk, here and there! Flip flip flip till the txtbk is like "giam chai"! You should see the state of my txtbk! It's.....I dun noe....horrible?NVm! Worst is,u fli[p and think and calculate just to get one stupid answer : A! So, I've decided to stop doing physics, push it to the last week! And now, I've only finished one and a half exercises amongst 5!!! Argh! And each exercise is like an exam paper itself! Tht's the reason why I love my Chemistry teacher! She's so much more organised! She gives RELEVANT qns as hmewk! And it's good!
Argh! Phew! I shall relax! Oh yeah! DSA!!! ARGH!!!! MR. NELSON QUAY!!!Argh! ok, maybe it's totally my fault la, my voice not up to his standard ba...I went to VJC for audition,together with Shannon :) and sme PHS ppl! Ra! And Shannon passed the first round auditions and the rest of us? FAILED!!!!!! Argh! Nvm! I'm happy for Shannon! So it's ok! Nxt? AJC! Again? Mr. Nelson Quay! And guess what? U're so smart! I didn't pass e audition again, but ok, got shortlisted! But! Shortlisted=rejected lo! I so wanted to get into AJC!!! But hao, guess I dun have the nice voice or voice tht is up to expectation! But well, shall be positive! I'm trying SA nxt! Btw, I regretted not going for CJC auditions(cos Mum dint allow!), because their cut off point is cut down to 7 alrdy! Hai! What to do? Auditions over! Hai!
Guys, just hope you guys can wish me luck for SA, MJ and NY! Thank you guys! :) All the best for everything! :)

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Hi Hi Hi! Everyone! :) Nice nice to see you guys here! I'm dead as this blog! It's been sleeping, waking up, tuition, back home, wash up, do hmework,slack,do hmework,slack, sleep....blablabla...My life's soooooooo boring! It's been this same routine since the start of hols!
Ha! I'm practically and literally, wasting my youth! :( Nvm! I promise! I'll go out with you guys everyday once 'o'lvl ends! Haha! Sure de! Hai! Been busy with DSA stuufs, I'm gonna try a couple of schs guys, ard 5 JCs! Everything's out except my testimony! Hai! I'll have to send in without the testimony first! l :( It's all my fault, I knida gave a surprise to Mrs.Tay! I should have told her earlier...Well, serves me right! Oh no! It's gonna be days away till my VJC DSA auditions! I'm so nervous! But,hmm..maybe not tht nervous! Cos I hvn chosen any song to sing! Hai! Guys,can u suggest any 3 mins solo piece! Choir pieces,please1 No pop song! Haha! Actually thought of think of me, but the last part,EEW! Ah...ah....ah....with the scales! So tough! Well, anyway, suggest,k? Oh! Guan Ling! You can suggest to me rite? Cos u've succeeded in your DSA! Hope u can help me, though my singing is rlly cnt make it, and totally cnt compare to yr high but strong voice! Hai! :(
Well,I'm rlly rlly rlly annoyed my the musical director ytdy! I went back to see the choir! :) Well, you know what? He made the CO,the Band and the Choir come back to sch ytdy...And he told the CO,"Guys, u're not needed today." CO ended up practising in the humans room,i think! I dun noe abt military band, but hear this, the choir! The choir waited for him for 5 hours!!!! And waht did the choir do in this 5 hours? Talk, chit chat ,practise abit,then back to talking and chit-chatting! Horrible! So not organised! Hai! But ya, we have to understand tht there's only one poor director running round the whole sch durin rehearsels, cnt blame him! Hai! But, maybe can be a littlt more organised?
Sec.3 leadrs,you guys must stand strong and determined,you guys were so demoralised! Imagine the choir, without your support, the choir collapses! Pls! Think in a positive way all the time! Nxt time if these happens, plan beforehand what u want to do...like practice some songs? And! Dun think sing liao, then ok le! BE PICKY abt every single detail! Dynamics,expression, movement! EVERYTHING!!!! You see, you told me, tht our choir is falling to silver choir very soon! Try and think how u can maintain our gold, or even better, go on a furthur step to gold with honours! Nth is impossible! U CAN DO IT GUYS!!!! Tell th juniors, the choir, tht volume does noe matter! What matters is their attitude, and tht what range of the dynamics the choir can do! Like fr the extra soft, but still must have strength;to the extra loud and proud like erm...Christina Aguilera's voice! Power,man! I want her voice,but...haha!
Well, JY,k? Guys, thx for keeping my blog kinda alive all these while! Keep visitin,k? :) Oh! And I see you! Brian, 1 Hummies and Zhi Jian! Kinda surprised la, Zhi Jian! Eh, in class, talk more la! I mean it's the last yr le, dun alwys stick to Alvin! Can talk to me de! No prob! I just sit infront of u only ma! Just jerk my chair lor, I wont mind de! :) Friends,k? Haha!
Ok guys, gotta go! It's hmewk time! :( Hai! Sad! Thanks! Bye! :)

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