Hey friends! Long time no see! Haha! Hmm...this few weeks erm...has been bad la!Hai! Another, long essay comin up! I think! Ya! Tell u e main stuffs ba! ok! Slowly! Deep breath! Ok! Chronological order! :)
First, it's abt somebody stuff! Ok! Tht person is.............Person A! Ya! Cnt reveal! Ok, it's like friends for 10 yrs! More than half of my life! Now, cos I'm so obssessed with my chairman job, We're not so close le! So erm...ya! Now she's like closer to Person B! And erm...I dun noe! I personally feel tht person B is trying to do some stuff! Aiyah! I dun noe la! I dun wanna say liao! Skip skip!
Second,It was e SS project thing! It actually interlinked with the Amily prob! We have 6 cliques in our grp! And 1 fine day, we accidentally 'pang seh' Amily! Ya, then I think she was angry with us, she ignored us and quit from our SS project grp and joined anthr grp,my Mao mao brother's grp! Then cos i personally feel bad for Amily la...And like erm...repentance..u know? So I joined Mao Mao Bro's grp too! And1 of e clique, wanna stick with me! So, now e actual grp only left with 3 ppl,cos Amily, me and Shi ni joined anthr grp!On PTM nite, Angela came to me, and she as rlly very sad and angry and pissed off abt me, Shi Ni and Amily doing tht! She came and aked me 'So how?" I just shrugged my shoulders and then her eyes started to turn red! She cried! I mean! Erm...I think I'm rlly bad! I'm so sorry! Shouldn't do tht! :( Then, ya talked to Amily today! Aske her if it's fine if me and shi ni joined back tht grp....She's fine la....so, cos Angela like tht, then join back lor! I feel tht and I snse tht maybe, our grp is like gonna fall apart la! I dun know! But thru this, I rlly want everyone to treasure each other! I'm Sorry, Angel! Serious! Sorry! And erm, Shi ni, Amily, Angela,Charmaine and Sharon! I'm so sorry.I seriously hope our grp will not be upset over this dispute! I rlly hope our grp will last! And....I'm sorry again! :(
Next Next! I's abt ytdy's bbq! I think it all started off with me la! I've been sinning alot! God! I'm so sorry! In e morning, went to phs JJ fair or sth! Ya, had an ok time with someone( most of u know who la!) and my buddies, Dionne and Char! Saw, Gladys,Sisca, Loretta, Jill, someone and anthr choir member of phs! Cnt rlly rmb her name la! But overall, dint play much! ya! Ok then went for tuition! Tht guy! Hmph! Dun wanna say! Regretted not doing waht Duck said! Slap Him! :( Ya, cos had tuition,asked Mum to cook for e bbq 1st! Then, when I came back fr tuition, she hvn cook yet la! Wah! So angry! Then asked me to but an aluminium tray! Went down with Ning Xin, Wemdy and Xin Ye! Then bought e wrong one, then got scolded by Mum infront of them la! So embarrasing! I don't know, matbe Mum was like rushing, rushing tht's why so short-tempered!Ya, this is the consequence when u do everything last min!Nvm, while my mum's cooking, Ming Teck was alrdy waiting for all of us at Farrer Park! Time passed! In fact, an hour passed! And thru tht hour, Ming Teck called many many times and Sbdy lied to him la! I thot it was just play play only, so i dint say anything just laugh only! But dint realised e situation got worse cos Mt rlly waited for very long! He was so angry when he knew e lying thing, i went to apologise, told him is actually my mum! Then, he ignored me and said Go Away! I dint realise it's tht serious la! Now, we're still on cold war, and Wendy cried and last nite, I thot abt it, and I started breaking down too! Ya...now,I don't know la! Lene actually comfort me abit la
and I felt better! And Debra and Guan Ling kinda gave me a comforting hug, I felt so much better! My heart was like *Chiang! when My gave me tht response la! :( I oso don't know wat to do now, or even how to face him during choir this wed! I'm so sorry! :(.....




God, I feel disappointed in u sometimes! I pray,Ipray I'll see the light thru all my troubles! I believe I'll search comfort in u,lord! Pls guide me thru! I still trust in u, lord! Pls! I kneel down and bow down in yr prescence, I come to u, lord, with humility and disgrace of all the sins I've committed! Lord, i pray....

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