hi guys! it's after 'o's and i got back my results and it was rlly rlly very lousy. And it made me feel like such a loser. Well, i got a 14. Then minus 4, will be a 10. Our sch, on whole din do very well either. our top 5 was alrdy ranging from 9 to 11. tht's crazily lousy. the percentage of 5As and above? Last yr was a good 15% or so. And guess wat this year. 3.5%? That's ridiculous. Man! Ny hcl killed me. think it's cos of my compo. not only did i not finish, but it's also out of pt! But weirdly, tho i dint finish my ss paper, my humans did a not bad job! it's one of my btr subjects. :) Ha! And weirdly, my AM was btr than my EM! hich is sposed to be the other way round. But it was probably bcos i was rushing. Cos i woke up rlly late and got to sch at like 7.58 when the paper starts at 8am! Lucky Charmaine called! If not, I'll be slping forever!

okok! o lvls over! must start new life le! :) Got into SAJChorale. ok la, not bad. Sme hw, the culture is all rlly different, find it a little hard to understand their 'lingo' and lifestyle. Seen Sisca and her friends and is it elias or jacob? Cnt rmb! Just Sisca's friends. They seem to rlly fit into the sch in like a snap! tht fast. Smetimes, i feel maybe i suld rlly go nanyang or fight for AJC instead. Think I'd feel more comfortable there. The ppl there are my type of ppl, like HIHS ppl. U noe, neighbourhood sch students. Having a rlly hard time la,rlly. Nbdy's rlly there for me lor. I'm all alone. Zero. Nobody. No friends. Nth. Well, at least still got Rachel there but ya, hw often can we meet? We're in dif levels. hope i'll make new friends there. of course, i'll wonder,will i ever make new friends since they're all fr PHS, CHIJ. All these schs r rlly different lor. A while ago, i thot hey, dif culture n evrything? It's ok! As long as 2 hearts are together,it's unbreakable. But ya, rlly it does matters alot. Thru the happy but yet painful experience last yr,yea,I've learnt. Learnt a lesson.

But i'll pray. I'll pray and pray.

Went to SA tdy too for choir prac. Started out running. The conductor wants us to like correct our breathing or sth. Then practised the SYF set piece. Then you just go 'loo' and 'dang ge dang ge dang ge.....'all the way, with all the voice straining high notes. I lost my voice after the first practise cos dint sing for rlly long, then you stetch it suddenly? It's like a rubber band....SNAP!!! Gone! aha! And their warm-ups? Rlly rlly weird. They'll ask you stretch here stretch dere, stretch evrywhere for like a half an hour and then BOOM!!! ONLY ROUGHLY 15 MINS VOCAL WARM-UP!!!Then they ask,' all warmed up?' I was like 'huh?'! No! not yet! Not even close to warmed-up! But of course, they continued with secs. Wah! Tell you man! We gotta sing in sofiage os sofage or sophage! Aiya! not sure.It means to sing in do re mi,tht kind! Back in sec sch, we just hold hands and sing' lalala' happily!(Learn fr Ms. Yee one!Hehe!) it got so hard, plus u gotta kp singing high notes the whole time! I went back home.'Mummy~!' She can barely here me! And my bro said i sounded like Ah Do! Man! Cool huh? hehe! Oh ya! tdy? We finally met the conductor! FINALLY! AFTER SO MANY PRACTICES!!!Well, he came in, then dunnoe why, for sme reasons, he turned ard, looked at me, and then smile and smile and smile and then it became so weird, i looked down at my score, continue singing. Ha! Maybe i sensitive la!Well, aft tht, he seemed quite nice to me le! He corrected my singing method! MUST LIFT UP SOFT
PALATE!!! Yea!

Ha! Tht's abt it lor. My life's now like tht. nth more. nth less. i miss ms.yee, i miss choir, i miss charmy, sharon, ke hui, jasper,nicky,eugene, idiot(Edmund!haha!)! Basically my study grp la!:) Man! We're all spread evrywhere! In TP,in MJC, in YJC, in RP and still got me la! SAJC!:( Rlly sad! :( Kinda regretted oso. Kinda wanna go nanyang of MJC now. :(

I Forgot!Haha! Belated CNY!!! :)All the best for everything you do, friends! :)



Duck and pig no longer exist. but yet there're still so many things and feelings i want to say to the non-existing duck.bt it's all too late. too late. but yet i desire a strong frenship, like best friends with duck. but sme hw, there's no longer a chance. not even a chance given.(Rlly hope he sees this.)

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